stop discussing this

(RL me : WARNING!!!!!!! This following journal topic may be controversial and VERY OFFENSIVE AS HECK TO OTHERS


but one thing you just never talk to me about ONLINE OR IN PUBLIC IS ABOUT MY DAMN RELIGIOUS BELIEVES


Which I keep PRIVATE to myself)


and let me explain why for those who ARE STI CONFUSED OUT THE ASS ON THIS SUBJECT : I used to be methodist okay which meant I looked over to my biological father as god right


Ever since I was in the middle of INCEST STRAIGHT FROM MY FATHER AT AGE 10 in about 2000 somerhing in georgia

I LITERALLY STOPPED BELIEVING IN GOD ALL TOGETHER


and years passed and since I almost passed away in august of this year


I LITERALLY CHANGED RELIGION TO BECOME CHRISTIAN

.BUT DO NOT BELIEVE IN JESUS THE WAY ALOT OF PEOPLE DARN THINK.

the way I BELIEVE IN JESUS was yeah okay jesus believed in god as his father


HE'S MY YEAY BITCH ON THIS MASSIVE NOTE : I DO NOT NEEEEEEEEEED A FUCKING FATHER ANYMORE I NEED MINE TO STAY DEAD AND IN HELL FOREVER AFTER WHAT HE DID


MOTHER IS JESUS
MY FATHER REPRESENTED GOD



JESUS LOVES
GOD PUNISHES HARD


RUN THIS HARDLY THROUGH YOUR HEADS PEOPLE


now I know thar might be harder than hell for most of you to grasp still......

BUT THIS IS THE MAIN REASON WHY I NEVER DISCUSS THIS


is because I SEE JESUS AS OWN MOTHER anymore NEVER AGAIN my farher


because I was beaten as a kid before , damn near almost raped in the ass too.

THOSE ARE ACTS OF GOD


I DON'T NEED A FUCKING GOD AT ALL TO TELL ME I'M BEAUTIFUL IN THIS WORLD



I NEED A REAL JESUS ONLY THE WAY I BELIEVE IN WHO SEE'S THE BEAUTY IN EVERYTHING JUST THE WAY MY MOTHER DID


Please understand this the way I see it people
..please......


(No rude and controversially offensive as heck comments please

Thank you very much
..I appreciate this )