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(RL me : guys alvy here is seriously depressed as heck and um I'd rather not discuss it in public and all really )
But uh point is is um.....at the rate things are goin now um.......grandma ain't gonna be able to come back home at all really.
They say that well......her U.T.I. is gone and all and well.....something else has caused her to have severe mental problems and all and jusy flip out. She's only 70 years old too and itd just not happenin
Which means ya know other bad things could happen along the way
But ya know thats for my mother to worry about and please don't be like "ARE YOU KIDDING ME???? THATS YOUR GRANDMOTHER!!!!! "
because ALL THATS GONNA DO IS KEEP TRIGGERING EVEN DEEEPER ANGER AND HATRED I HAVE TOWARDS HER OFF onto here and everywhere else and I don't need that to happen at all :/
so ya know to me thats really not of my concern anymore to be honest
Its also due to my emotional problems and things like that
Honestly I really do not like it at all when my mother keeps playing 20 Q with me to beat outta my head the main reason about my emotional depression
is because of me and my G.F. and all
And the thing that makes me even more depressed and hurt each time thats brought up too is like she hates the way I tried to get my g.f.
She wanted it to be a reality thing
And THE CIONTROVERSY I keep running into about this too is like I keep telling her and other polite people
For me I am never gonna be the type of person that can do all that so easily
AND NEVER DO A THING AND KEEP FREEZING UP LIKE A BUCKET OF DARN ICE.
I am just not the kind of guy that has enough manhood to get up and say stuff to a love interest like that okay?????
I always want them to come to me cuz for me that helps
(PARDON MY FOUL LANGUAGE ON THIS TOO)
BUT I AM FUCKED UP AS WHALE SHIT OFF ALL OF THESE STRUGGLES RIGHT NOW TOO VERY DAMN FUCKED UP AS HELL and DEPRESSED!!!!!!!!!!!!
CUZ WERE STRUGGLING
I AM BEGINING TO LOOSE IMPORTANT THINGS IN LIFE NOW!!!!!!!!
AND STILL AT THIS MOMENT NO FREAKING COMMUNICATION AT ALL FROM MY G.F. AND I STILL CANNOT UNDERSTAND WHY
maybe she's busy or whatever I never know anymore
I'M FALLING SO FAR APART ITS NOT FUNNY ANYMORE
Heck are we gonna darn do man??????
(no rude and controversially offensive comments please and thank you. Don't wanna fight people over this at all please and thank you )
I'm sooooooorrryyyyyyyy *cries*
and I don't like taking all the HATE BASHES FROM FAMILY OR OTHER PEOPLE FROM THIS EITHER IT HURTS SO MUCH
But uh point is is um.....at the rate things are goin now um.......grandma ain't gonna be able to come back home at all really.
They say that well......her U.T.I. is gone and all and well.....something else has caused her to have severe mental problems and all and jusy flip out. She's only 70 years old too and itd just not happenin
Which means ya know other bad things could happen along the way
But ya know thats for my mother to worry about and please don't be like "ARE YOU KIDDING ME???? THATS YOUR GRANDMOTHER!!!!! "
because ALL THATS GONNA DO IS KEEP TRIGGERING EVEN DEEEPER ANGER AND HATRED I HAVE TOWARDS HER OFF onto here and everywhere else and I don't need that to happen at all :/
so ya know to me thats really not of my concern anymore to be honest
Its also due to my emotional problems and things like that
Honestly I really do not like it at all when my mother keeps playing 20 Q with me to beat outta my head the main reason about my emotional depression
is because of me and my G.F. and all
And the thing that makes me even more depressed and hurt each time thats brought up too is like she hates the way I tried to get my g.f.
She wanted it to be a reality thing
And THE CIONTROVERSY I keep running into about this too is like I keep telling her and other polite people
For me I am never gonna be the type of person that can do all that so easily
AND NEVER DO A THING AND KEEP FREEZING UP LIKE A BUCKET OF DARN ICE.
I am just not the kind of guy that has enough manhood to get up and say stuff to a love interest like that okay?????
I always want them to come to me cuz for me that helps
(PARDON MY FOUL LANGUAGE ON THIS TOO)
BUT I AM FUCKED UP AS WHALE SHIT OFF ALL OF THESE STRUGGLES RIGHT NOW TOO VERY DAMN FUCKED UP AS HELL and DEPRESSED!!!!!!!!!!!!
CUZ WERE STRUGGLING
I AM BEGINING TO LOOSE IMPORTANT THINGS IN LIFE NOW!!!!!!!!
AND STILL AT THIS MOMENT NO FREAKING COMMUNICATION AT ALL FROM MY G.F. AND I STILL CANNOT UNDERSTAND WHY
maybe she's busy or whatever I never know anymore
I'M FALLING SO FAR APART ITS NOT FUNNY ANYMORE
Heck are we gonna darn do man??????
(no rude and controversially offensive comments please and thank you. Don't wanna fight people over this at all please and thank you )
I'm sooooooorrryyyyyyyy *cries*
and I don't like taking all the HATE BASHES FROM FAMILY OR OTHER PEOPLE FROM THIS EITHER IT HURTS SO MUCH
HALO THE SERIES (2022) official trailer 2 react :)
(RL me : what's up alvinizers? good morning gone get some family. gaming going in just a few but. first to check out this new. "HALO THE SERIES (2022)" OFFICIAL TRAILER 2 ALRIGHT CHIEF YOU BETTER NOT. DISSAPOINT BOSS!) here we go
WE LOVE THAT GHOST (MONSTER HIGH 2022)
(RL me : so the next one is about. of course like "SPECTRA VONDERGEIST" plus alot of the GHOSTLY SIDE. OF MONSTER HIGH CHARACTERS. BTW EVEN POLTERGEIST KIYOMI ECT. THAT DON'T ALOT OF FANS. OF MH REALLY EVER CARE MUCH. ABOUT DISCUSSING TOPICS APON ECT. so this is more less there song. :)
WELCOME TO DE NILE (MONSTER HIGH 2022)
(RL me : now these next OFFICIAL "MONSTER HIGH (2022)" SONGS I'VE COME UP WITH BTW. while spending time where. i never even shoulda been much. this past valentines day back in february of this. year were pretty good and i hope. you all enjoy em because if. not? idk what to say really :( . but here goes more of em. but this one was meant to. be kinda FUNNY AND TAKES. COMEDY INSPIRATION FROM YLVIS'S "PLAY IT MR. TOOT" . so hope you like it XD ) "(WELCOME TO DE NILE CLEO DE NILES THEME) *RANDOM POP MUSIC DROPPER EGYPTIAN STYLE. HAPPENS* RL me : YAAAAAAH XD *RANDOM JAM* well let me tell you the story bout. my favorite queen with lots of BLIIIIIIIING WHO'S GOT A NACK FOR FASHION DON'T TEMPT ME FOOL TO WEAR HER DIAMOND EARINGS (SUCH A QUEEN) BETTER WATCH YOUR STEP OF WERE YOUR GOING PLUS JUST WHERE YOUR WALKING THERE'S SO MANY TRAPS IN THIS ANCIENT PYRAMID BUT NOT A MEAN CREATURE WAS STIRRING man i tell you what tho her sister. from another mister could be quite. a
TALKING THAT HISS (MONSTER HIGH 2022) official :)
(RL me : now without further adue! that one monster high song i did. when my mother made me so furiously angry. one night and she was at. work and all so i SANG THE CRAP. OUT OF THIS LIKE A BOSS FROM MY ANGRIEST. EVER EMOTIONS AND ECT. ya'll fans might have seen. me posting up the lyrics in a status. post because i just had to. get it off my backside and i was. TEASING THE FULL LYRICS out there. to you all because i wanted to. but if you wanna see them again. FAV THEM ECT! then just KNOW AND UNDERSTAND. THIS IS MAINLY A SONG ABOUT! HOW I AM "REALLY TIRED OF DEALING WITH PEOPLES (BLEEP)" SOMETIMES. KINDA SONG LOL so were doing this now. in 3.......2.......1........ LET OUT YOUR INNER MONSTER
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